Heartbreaker.

I'm all sick and tired of this whole situation.
Here comes another fight,
Beating me down with the same conversation.
But I don't ever wanna hear you say,
Don't say you love me tonight,
And you're leaving.

You kill me with your kiss.
It's so hard to resist you.
When you look me in the eyes tonight.

What's so wrong to reciprocate the love you gave to me?
What's so wrong with loving someone more?
I didn't realise it was wrong till someone pointed out to me.
Maybe YES! It could be wrong.
I had this experience once before.
This is the second time.
I tried but failed again.
Nothing goes right for me.

Past, Present, Future.
I only know we're happy in the past.
And we're not happy in the present.
In the future, nobody knows.

So just put the blame on me.
I'll very much thank you for that.
Whatever I did was wrong.
Doing nothing was wrong either.
Everything was my fault.
YES! It's my fault.
THANK YOU~!

有裂痕的爱怎么重盖。

Sometimes,
I seriously don't feel your heart with me.

Someone like you.

When the stars explode,
And I'm all alone.
When they start to see the smoke,
When I'm finally burnin' out,
I'll need someone to carry me home safe and sound.

14 Oct: KTV Session.

Finally, we went to SING!

So coincidence to see Yanling & Xiuting at there too~

And she came into our room to take photos. LOL~

But my throat and voice wasn't getting better.

So yah, I wasn't singing that high that great afterall.

But I'm happy becos finally, dear accompany me to sing!

And yes, poly started. =(

Timetable sucks.

As there's no more free days for me. T.T

My friday was taken up by my CDS.

Dear couldn't accompany me that much afterall.

As his timetable & my timetable clashes.

Only can go home together on tuesday. =(

My CDS is Design in Culture.

I wonder anybody I know has the same CDS as me.

I seriously don't know!

Why I couldn't get into Basic Finance Accounting?

DAMN IT~!

Fated that I couldn't get in.

As I did tried. But it was a FAILURE!

So yah, this sucks to a huge time!

I'm still bothering about it.

Still can't get over it. T.T

Although I said, I'm fime, I'm okay.

But seriously, I'm NOT OKAY!

Whatever~

Cos life sucks!

Cos I need someone like you, my dear.

So, can you save me now?

我的幸福会回来的.

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky.
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else.
It’s alright to smile only for yourself.

Even if I can’t paint over everything,
that happened up until yesterday,
I’ll still come out to meet you tomorrow.

08 Oct: Happy 14th month anniversary!

The actual plan was to go to Sentosa.

To have a mini picnic and Underwater-World.

But the weather ruined our plans. =(

It started raining after I prepared my sandwiches. DAMN~

So, we waited for the rain to stop.

And while waiting, we changed our plans.

So we decided as usual, go to those places. BoOring~

So yeah, we settled our lunch at MacDonalds at Marina.

Then proceed to GV to use the complimentary pass.

But it's invalid for 3D.

So we moved on to Suntec Eng Wah.

Dear pestered me to watch the whatever Meatballs.

Till I couldn't take it, I gave in. LOL~

On the way, we saw Yongshan & Jingkai at arcade.

I would give the ratings as 3 stars.

Our mini picnic at some random bench.

And photo & video takings. LOL~

But video will not be uploaded.

Too un-glam & stupid.

Ham & cheese sandwich!
Dear said it's nice! =D

That means I passed okay!

Somebody's 'kuku' face again!

Then we went to Raffles City.

We went to shop around.

Then we dropped by Coffee Club to disturb Yuehan.

And to have a piece of chocolate cheese cake.

Blue candle represents 12yrs.

Red & Green candles represent 1mth each.

So total equals to 14 months!

Candles given by Yuehan. LOL~

Somebody trying to act cute!

He just love to be cute lahz~

PS Dear,

I had been quarreling with you for the past few days & weeks & mths.

And you just tolerate my nonsense.

I know it's been real hard for you.

But I really don't know why I'll be like that.

I must try to change to be a better girlfriend for you. =)

Please wait for me to be a better person for you.

Forgive me my love.

I wish for happiness to surround us as long as we live.

Happy 14 month anniversary! =)

I LOVE YOU DEAR!

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I had been coughing this few days.

My throat feels dry at times.

It happened after eating that choco cheese cake. =(

Probably, I did not fully recover from the last sickness.

I was having a fever, headache and sore throat, back then.

Hopefully I could recover fast so that I could sing K with Dear.

As planned for next week tuesday! =D

And now I should go and get some sleep for tmr's lobster feast.

A treat by my small uncle. =D

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Bleeding, but so what?

Wherever you go.

Cos' if one day you wake up,
and find that you're missing me.
And your heart starts to wonder,
where on this earth I could be.
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here,
to the place that we'd meet.
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving.

19 to 22 Sep: Hong Kong Trip.
Finally, my family went for a holiday to HK.
Two cousins tagged along with us.
So excited that I couldn't sleep the night before.
Probably, afraid of missing dear too much. LOL~
So woke up at about 5am and get ready and off we go to T3.
Once we reached airport, we went to check-in the luagage.
Took a group photo before heading to take some light breakfast.

After eating, we went in the departure.
Window-shopping. LOL~
And I took a photo with my mummy.

Along the way to the plane, there was some foot massager.
So we took turns to have a try. LOL~
And off we went in to the plane.
Our plane SQ 860.

Alright, I had a chance to sit near the window.
So, snap a shot. =D

I watched The Proposal on the plane.
And this is our breakfast!

Here are some scenery shots taken.


Can you see the HK island?
They looked beautiful~



We waited for close to 1hr just to take our luagage. Pheww~
Some scenery shots again on the car.




The apartment was at Yau Ma Tei.
Although, it's small yet it has 3 rooms, 3 toilets,
1 living room and 1 kitchen.
I wondered how they squeezed it man. LOL~
Alright, settled our luagage and we started our journey! =)

It took us quite a long time to walk the correct way.
As the landlord told us the wrong direction.
So we walked for quite a long distance.
Until all of us get so pek cek and hungry,
we settled our lunch at Ajisen.
Calm ourselves down and study the map carefully.
Still, we have to walk quite a distance.
But we reached our destination, Wings On at Jordan.
Although, pple said they sell all the big size clothings.
But there's serious nothing much.
Just aunties taste at some markets clothes.
So don't bother to come here.

We headed off to Tsim Sha Tsui.
To the Harbour City, Avenue of Stars
(where celebraties leave their handprints) and Laser show.
Took some shots.





Andy Lau's handprints.

Lee Xiao Long's statue.

The laser show was boring!
So don't bother to come here either.

And off we go to the Ladies Street Night Market at Mongkok.
Along the way, there was this shop that sells nice mango drink.
Well, the Ladies Street Night Market seriously is like Pasa Malam.


So the quality is not up to standard.
But we still managed to buy some things.
Mummy bought a shaw.
Cousins bought a bag for my niece.
And daddy bought some supper home. LOL~
The sotong was great. LOL~


And off we head back home!
It was super-duper tiring.
And my leg was so pain.
Due to the stairs and the long distance they had.
It was like after you came out from the MTR,
it was stairs to climb up,
you have to walk quite a distance to the shopping malls,
and another flight of stairs to climb. =(
But Ammeltz Yoko Yoko was the hero! LOL~
I was online for a while as there's a computer.
I troubled Jess to help me tell dear to come online.
Sadly, he was too late. =(

Day 2.
We woke up at 8am.
Left the apartment at 9am.
Took a light breakfast downstairs.
Head back to apartment for toilet-break. LOL~
Then left home at 10am to start our shopping spreee~
We took MTR to Admiralty to cover Times Square shopping area.



We went to E-spirit warehouse.
All of us bought something except for Daddy. LOL~
We took a rest and have some bites at the shopping mall.



We went to Mongkok shopping mall to shop for more!
And yes, all of us bought a lot of things over there.
Poor dad, have to walk for so long and looking for chairs all the way.
We went to have KFC for teabreak and to rest.


We had so much time that we even went back
to the apartment to rest before heading to The Peak.

The Peak is at Sheung Wan.
And you'll still have to take a cab to go up the hill.
Took some shots.






We decided to eat "hao liao". LOL~

They were all so nice till we get so bloated and couldn't move.

Our appetizers.


Our main courses.




And off we head back to apartment to rest.
Finally, I chatted with dear. =)
Around 1am, all of us off lights to sleep.

Day 3.
We went to have the milk shop to have our light breakfast.
The food and milk is nice!


And off we started our journey to Tung Chung.
To visit the Bronze Buddha and shopping at Tung Chung Citigates.

We took the bus23 to the Buddha.


Some scenery shots on the bus again.


Can you see the Buddha? LOL~

Take a closer look of the Buddha.



Alright, here we go!

Stop half-way for photo-taking and to rest too. LOL~



And yes! We reached the destination! =)


A scenery view from the top!

We visited the musem.
And down back to the free food they cater.
We thought they only give us soyabean.
But it came out so much that it consider our lunch. LOL~






And we went back to take the bus back to Tung Chung.
30mins journey so all of us slept except for mummy.
Alright, Tung Chung Citigates didn't have much things anyway.
Although it sells those branded goods
but convert back to SGD is about the same.
Poor dad was so tired of walking that
he went to mac to rest and drink coffee alone for 1hr.
I should have accompany him since there's nothing to buy.

After that we head to Lai Chi Kok for wholesale clothing.
Something like City Plaza, which is not a place for me. LOL~
Then we head off to Sham Shui Po to buy leather hp pouch.

And then back to Mongkok shopping mall,
to continue our shopping spree.
Since the places above doesn't suits us.
We went back to buy more. LOL~
Poor dad went to KFC alone for close to 2hrs.
I should have accompany him since I didn't buy anything. =(
We bought roasted goose duck for supper. LOL~
I think the skin is nice,
the meat taste just like duck but even tender.
I had a chance again to talk to dear. hehee! =)

Day 4.
We woke up at 9am.
We went to eat One Dim Sum at Prince Edward.
It was nice and cheap!












And we went to the Wong Tai Sin Temple.


We went back to our apartment to pack and get ready to airport.
We took a bite at HK airport. LOL~




Mummy bought a Bally bag at HK airport.
Sis bought a bag at Mongkok.
See, they are both laughing so happily.

This is our dinner.
And there's Haagen Daaz ice cream for dessert. =D


Once reached Singapore,
1stly, on my phone.
2ndly, msg Dear to tell him how badly I miss him. =D



I wish I could pack you in my luagage.
So that you could be with me wherever I go.

Baby, just run with me.

Run baby, run.
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart,
if you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run baby, run.
Forever we'll be you and me.

For the past few days,
I had been staying over at Dear's place.
Dear didn't went for IIT's camp. LOL~
Not my fault, ooo-kay~!
I'm just wasting my time to post what am I doing this week.
This post doesn't sound like me.
I knew it. LOL~

Wednesday.
I went to Dear's place.
Then waited for his sister to come back to buy BBQ food.
His sister organised a BBQ on Friday.
We went Parkway, with her friends.
Settle our dinner and off we go to buy the food.
And I went back home. LOL~

Thursday.
NewUrbanMale got 50% for any 2 items.
I wanted to buy for my sister's present. LOL~
We went to Marina to watch 3D G-Force.
Nice movie. Cute guinea pigs. LOL~
I got vouchers from GV Marina,
which I didn't know why they give us.
Plus I got 2 free movie tickets. LOL~
And the stupid red and green screen ruined everything.
But nevermind, it's okay.
After movie, we went to settle dinner.
And off we went to his place. LOL~
He watched Bleach.
While I watched TV till I'm super bored.
I went up to bathe and sleep.

Friday.
We woke up and get ready.
And off we go to Bedok inter.
We settled our breakfast-cum-lunch.
And bought prawns for the BBQ.
Back home, get the food prepared.
We watched tv and I fell asleep on the sofa. LOL~
Dear woke me up when his sister's friends came.
And we watched Bleach together.
Kinda of nice after I know what's going on. LOL~
We were eating while watching and killing mosquitoes. LOL~
I got so frustated till I went up to bathe.
Came down to watch Bleach again.
We went to sleep around 2plus.

Saturday.
We woke up and get ready.
His sister bought carrot cake for us.
After eating, we watched tv for a while.
And I went up to pack my bag while he's bathing.
After we're done, we went to YongJia's place.
They went to IT fair while I went home.
Dinner with family at T2. heez!
Dear told me that DS at IT fair cost only $180 or less.
Should I buy? haiz~

Sunday.
Still considering whether to buy the DS.
Since today is the last day of the IT fair.
Friends told me that PSP is more worth than DS.
Cousins told me that the DS must got DSTT/R4 thing.
Cousins also told me that my relatives' friends got lobang.
What am I supposed to do?
Should I buy at IT fair? OR buy from my relatives' friends.
Please tell me what should I do?
But I know that I'm running out of time.
So long, goodbye my DS.

Baby, you made me love you.

Love drunk.

I used to be love drunk.
But now I’m hungover.
I’ll love you forever.
Forever is over.
We used to kiss all night.
Now it’s just a bar fight,
So don’t call me crying.
Say hello to goodbye.
Cause just one thing would make me say.
I used to be love drunk.
But now it’s over.

31 Aug: Go back Damai & celebrate BrianOh's birthday.

I woke up at around 10am and called dear.

I get ready and waited for dear to come over.

He arrived at 11.30.

Then I realised that I don't have my house keys to get out!

How ridiculous can it be! OMG~

I started calling my whole family. LOL~

Alright, I should explain why I don't have my keys.

As I went out the night before and left my keys in my mum's bag.

I forgot to take from her. And she brought my keys to her office.

So, I ended up with no keys. T.T

My poor dear have to wait outside for close to 1hour.

(PS Dear: I'm sorry! =D)

And we're talking to each other with the gate closed. Pathetic~

I fried hams for him and myself,

while waiting for my dad to rescue me. LOL~

I felt like I'm in jailed! OMG~

And I'm supposed to reach Damai at 11am!

Everything went so wrong just becos of my keys. FUCK~

When I reached Damai is about 1pm.

All teachers and friends went off. Sad~

Then we went to petal to get our stomach filled,

while waiting for Yanling. She came over at about 3plus.

And we leave the place at about 4pm.

Dear insisted not to go with us, and so he went home. =(

We took a train to meet the rest of them at Citylink New York.

We're early! So we walked around Citylink.

After Bel, Brian and Weitong arrived, we went in to New York.

Soon, Yuehan and Tingting arrived.

We placed our order and chit-chat.

Yanling and I shared our food.

As usual, Weitong was over-supersitious,

he keep linking everything to the 7th month.

After we finished our food then we started to take pictures!

More photos in facebook as usual. LOL~

And he bullied me too. =(

Here's the evidence! Humph!

Restroom break with Yanling. LOL~

The waiters are cute.

As they brought the shaker with them,

when they brought the cake over to our table.

We sang Happy Birthday to Brian.

Without Weitong as he went to the gents.

After that, we went over to Esplanade to take more pictures.

Just sit on him only. LOL!

We three with the Birthday Boy at the back.

Without Yuehan.

Without Belinda.

And off we go as we're all tired. LOL~

oh boy, you made me love drunk.

Our glamorous days.

I want to illuminate your future,
so I whipe away the clouds for you.
As I embrace the dream,
I keep walking in these glorious days.
I want to go back to that morning, so I cross the rainbow.
In order to be in line for our dreams,
we walk in these glamorous days.

26 Aug: Sentosa Trip.
Early in the morning, Yanling called me and woke me up.
She told me that they're ready to meet at 9am.
But we're supposed to meet at 10am! LOL~
However, I'm always the one that needed to sleep most.
So don't bother, just meet cos I miss them! =D
As usual, Xiuting would be preparing sandwiches and bring mats.
Eventually, Yuehan would buy drinks and occasionally bring BeeHoon.
I was supposed to buy drinks! But everytime failed to do so. lOL~
Took hell lots of pictures whatever we do and wherever we go.
More photos were uploaded in facebook.
And I got evidence of them bullying me. Humph!


Alright, we went to Palawan Beach.
We ate sandwiches and beehoon, drank PeachTea & LemonTea.
Thanks to Jess and Yuehan for buying LemonTea for my sake. LOL~
They just knew me too well. That's all I can say. hahaha! =D
We played beach ball, buried Xiuting, played with seawater.

After bathing, we went to cross the bridge to the tower.

We tried to clear all the food and drinks over there.

And enjoyed the ambience.

Which was ruined when many ppl came over and some even smoke. -.-

We went to the Merlion Walk.

And off we went back to vivo.

And we took train back since most of us had plans after that.
Yuehan need to go for her class chalet.
Yanling need to go back home.
Jess was supposed to work but in the end cancelled.
While I thought they all had plans, so I meet dear.
Alright, I guessed we should have another round of sentosa.
Despite of all the sunburnts. hahah! =D

With loves, you girls just liven up my life.

I went to meet dear at bugis.

He wanted to crave his Daddy's name onto the pen.

So we get it done and off we go for dinner.

We took a bus home as usual.

He wanted to get his toe nails painted. lOL~

So yeah, wish granted. hahaha!

I think he's going to kill me after he saw this post. LOL~

But I don't care! lalalalala~ =P

My fingers, his toes.

My heart shall sing for you till it dies.